24 July 2022
Time to time
Chronologically, this will probably be the last post I add to the blog. I sense it’s about to get me. I became numb not only spiritually but also physically. As I live, I experience that my nerve cells can no longer work. I’m afraid of losing control. Even limited control under these conditions cannot prevent seconds from feeling like hours, and I can’t even imagine what would happen if I lost control. I’ve dreamed of a long boat trip using what I have, final but peaceful, but using all that money from this point on would be going against everything I stand for, supporting everything I hate. It is also obvious that there is not enough time left for this. I don’t really care, I’m just letting the ghosts of the past speak.
Lord of The Lost – See You Soon
Lord of The Lost – See You Soon
I don’t wanna see and I don’t wanna hear
The shadow of the arriving bat
Please don’t release me when you see me falling
Into the moaning grounds of death
The shadow of the arriving bat
Please don’t release me when you see me falling
Into the moaning grounds of death
I will disband – my heart in your hands
Will you tell me – see you soon in a while
When my eyes fade please give me your smile
And even dark nights are ending in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
When my eyes fade please give me your smile
And even dark nights are ending in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
Devour me and fill my heart with courage
Give me wings and camouflage the scar
Rip out my lungs and kill my fever
Bring me back to the alluring grounds of love
Give me wings and camouflage the scar
Rip out my lungs and kill my fever
Bring me back to the alluring grounds of love
I will disband – my heart in your hands
Will you tell me – see you soon in a while
When my eyes fade please give me your smile
And even dark nights are ending in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
When my eyes fade please give me your smile
And even dark nights are ending in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
This is not farewell this is only good bye
When my lips fade please kiss them good night
But even bright days are starting in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
When my lips fade please kiss them good night
But even bright days are starting in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
All the happy faces – and memories are killing me
Am I already dreaming
Please tell me that I only sleep
Am I already dreaming
Please tell me that I only sleep
Close the circle, come to an end
Metamorphosis begins
Please hold your promise and let me forsake
Metanoia and the laughing grounds of hate
Metamorphosis begins
Please hold your promise and let me forsake
Metanoia and the laughing grounds of hate
Will you tell me – see you soon in a while
When my eyes fade please give me your smile
And even dark nights are ending in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
When my eyes fade please give me your smile
And even dark nights are ending in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
This is not farewell this is only good bye
When my lips fade please kiss them good night
But even bright days are starting in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m
When my lips fade please kiss them good night
But even bright days are starting in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m
See you soon in a while
When my eyes fade please give me your smile
And even dark nights are ending in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
Translations: Bulgarian, French, Hungarian, Italian, Portuguese, Romanian, Russian, Serbian, Spanish, Turkish, Ukrainian
When my eyes fade please give me your smile
And even dark nights are ending in dawn
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
You’ll have time to cry when I’m gone
Translations: Bulgarian, French, Hungarian, Italian, Portuguese, Romanian, Russian, Serbian, Spanish, Turkish, Ukrainian