Epica – Tides of Time You were always there to hold my handWhen times were hard to understandBut now the tides of time have turnedThey keep changing Seasons range, but you remain the sameA steady heart, a sun to rainYou’ll be the light that’s shining brightHigh above me Autumn gold losing holdWe are leaves meant to fallThere’s a meaning to all that fades […]
Chronologically, this will probably be the last post I add to the blog. I sense it’s about to get me. I became numb not only spiritually but also physically. As I live, I experience that my nerve cells can no longer work. I’m afraid of losing control. Even limited control under these conditions cannot prevent seconds from feeling like hours, and I can’t even imagine […]
I’ve already gone. Just because I’m breathing doesn’t mean I’m here. I’ve consumed emotions, I’ve consumed feelings, and I’ve even consumed my words. There is still so much I want to say, but I no longer have the words to use it. I miss desiring, I miss wanting things. I miss you. I spent centuries hoping only that your light would warm me. But compared […]
Summoning emotions became more difficult when I was almost exhausted. I seem to be waiting for the moment when the last speck of energy starts to fade in my core, to be caught in the flood of emotions. In the past, I used these words much more efficiently, I reflected everything that came from my core into words almost as they were. Now I realize […]
Why do you care so much about life? Why can’t you see that life is deceiving you, why do you submit to the limitations it imposes? Why can’t you see that the umbrella you hold tight to gather under and avoid the rain is part of the system? Thinking you’re good doesn’t make you good! Don’t you see? How he has cornered your infinite consciousnesses […]
This song comes from outside this timeline, from an alternate timeline. His words have no equivalent in any language in this timeline. You can feel what they want to tell us if you let you hear the real voice. The only similarity between the song and this time period is that they were both designed to end. But you know, This is not the end. […]
すべての悪魔の胸には、鼓動を止めるのに十分なほど苦しんでいる心臓があります。 When I am free from self-deception, I will be free of this body. I just want to go in peace before my system crashes further and madness takes over my mind. I’m regretful about that, i hope you can let it all wither and let it go.I will share with you the words that were murdered with unspoken when we meet you again in […]
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I can see…. As if that wasn’t enough, I can feel every bit of it. The disappeared. Those who have disappeared. All those memories that merged into eternity and were buried in the dark before they were even born, happiness, smiles, maybe a little sadness, words to say, the sweet worry of a little cry, excitement, some joy, some cheerful faces, shining eyes sometimes sad, […]
